Goals

I'm sitting at my desk a hot, sweaty mess right now!  I pushed myself at the gym at lunch and did C25K week 4, which is 16 minutes of jogging, split up into 2x 3 minutes and 2x 5 minute segments.  Altogether I ran 1.3 miles, which is more than I've run at one time in 25 years.

I still don't know about the refinancing, other than it's touch and go.  But I'm more zen about the whole thing.  I've done everything I can do.  Worrying about it doesn't change a thing other than make my quality of life poorer, so I'm practicing letting go of the stress.  Same with stressing out about my schedule like I did yesterday.  Since I don't plan on dropping anything, I can choose to enjoy it or not enjoy it.  I'd rather enjoy myself.  Every element of my life is something I chose.  My life is exactly the way I chose for it to be.  I don't want to forget that!

212.0 this morning, which is 2.2 pounds down from my Sunday weigh in.  Evening class has changed my eating patterns, and for some reason I haven't been very hungry lately.

I want to get my goals down:
- I want to wear a dress and not have my legs chafe.
- I want to feel my hips when I'm lying down
- I want to see muscles in my arms when I'm doing normal stuff
- I want my knees to be smaller than my legs, and see the cool curves on the outside of my knee from my calf to my thigh
- I want to see the depressions on each side of my belly when I stand.

The cool thing is that ALL of these are possible!!  This summer!